Sunday, October 16, 2011

Random things....

I applied for UW Milwaukee yesterday. If all goes well, I will start there for the summer term of 2012. I decided to major in English, as I've come to the realization that unless I get a Master's in Library Science, I won't really go anywhere in that world either. It will be the same as I have now where I've done all aspects of pharmacy without actually being a Pharmacist. I can go no further in that world, and I really don't want to be dealing with insurance companies for the next 25 years until I can retire. I am thinking of a minor in the Information Science and Technology program as I can see that being very useful in applying for a job where undoubtedly I will be using a computer beyond Microsoft Word. I don't see myself as an author, so I am thinking of following the technical writing/grant writing track. I've done a bit of both for both pharmacy and library jobs, and the pharmacy adopted the policies and procedures and the library got the grant so maybe I have some type of ability for that. The only down-side to this major is that I now have to take two semesters of a foreign language, as my one year of high school French doesn't fulfill the requirement. So, it's Spanish 101 and 105 for me, and these two semesters will be the death of me yet. I have NO ability for a language other than English, and I am stressing beyond normal because of it. I've had a panic attack and three migraines in a week and a half, and if I don't get this under control, I'm going to have a stroke.

I've spoken with my Spanish professor and he assures me I'll do fine. And so far on my tests, homework, and quizzes I have. But, I don't feel like I really understand what I'm trying to learn and that at some point (just like every college student has had this nightmare) a test will be plunked down in front of me and I will have no clue whatsoever. None. In fact, learning a foreign language is like having aura with a migraine. I know those are letters and words that should make some sense to me, but they don't. It might as well be shorthand, hieroglyphics, or Rorschach test cards for all the sense they make to me. And, almost all of the other students in my class have had several years of Spanish in high school so they are babbling happily away while I can barely tell them what my name is. When I questioned why the student I was paired up with was in this class and not third semester Spanish, his reply was, "it's an easy four credits." In English, of course, because I couldn't understand what he had said in Spanish. I asked him if he realized how much tuition he was wasting on something he already knew? (Four credits tuition and a $200 book) His blank look back at me said many things, amongst which was the fact that he probably wasn't paying for his tuition to begin with.

I'm going to start a protest against the protests. Enough already. Unless you have something that is really Earth shattering to protest against, I don't want to hear about it anymore. I worked minimum wage jobs for years until I worked my way up to where I am now. There's no reason why anyone else shouldn't be able to do the same thing. There is no guarantee in this life that you will be provided for no matter what. And, there shouldn't be either. I don't expect my tuition to be paid for, and as a tax payer, home owner, and student I get to pay twice so maybe I should protest against that. Hmm, it's an idea.

The way I see it, the only ones winning with all these protests are the sign making shops.